The Trail

I followed the trail of mystics and sages

 To the mighty mountain tops and the mysterious caves

To find eternal bliss and salvation

I meditated for hours and hours

Yet I couldn’t find peace and harmony

The quest for inner peace went astray

Told my inner self, this is not your chosen path

I joined the bohemian tribes

And travelled to unknown, faraway lands

So serene so quiet, to forget all that I had left behind

To decipher the truth about myself

To find where I really belong

 There is something missing in this nomadic life

Told my inner self, this is not your chosen path

I went to tranquil pilgrim places

To find solace in the almighty

I sang the verses and hymns

I danced and whirled to experience the lord

My voice was so feeble, my movements so frail

The lord dint bless me with his divine presence

Maybe I was too naive for enlightment

 Told my inner self, this is not your chosen path

Here I am dejected and defeated by fate

Hoping against hope for some divine intervention

Walking through the seashore,

The threshold where my journey began

I saw a footprint in the sand

I followed the trail with accelerating speed

For I am so sure this is the sign

I ran and ran until I met the lonely traveller lost in thoughts

Then I realized he was my companion

Whom I had left alone in my search for happiness

With the tears in my eyes the longing in my heart

With my shattered pride and crushed ego,

I walked towards him and held my hands

The roaring waves, the light sea breeze said farewell to us

All this days I was scared of loss, pain and separation

I was scared to fall in love

But now I have found the missing part in me,

My true happiness was always beside me

My salvation was in his love, for he was part of my soul

My way of life is love, my key to happiness is love.

My Angel,My Bliss

There is only one moment in life when we feel pain and joy at the same time. While giving birth.you forget all your pain when you see the cute tiny rosy pink little bundle of joy. My li’l one was so adorable,chubby, cuddly,cutie pie. When I saw her for the first time all I could think is that  ,She is a miniature of her dad. And next thing I remember is the proud look on her dad’s face. That was the most memorable, most precious moment in my life. When I touched her tiny fingers,I could fell a heavenly delight. The Gods must have sent the prettiest angel, for me, to rescue me from the desolation I was going through. Sometimes I feel have I done so many good deeds to deserve such a sweet baby. She is my strength, whenever she holds my finger with her tiny hands, I feel strong enough to face any difficulty. Each day I get up with a new hope, seeing her cuddling, sleeping so peacefully. Every milestones brings me so much joy. Hearing her call amma for the first time, when she held her head high, when she rolled over for the first time, I felt so proud. She is a sweet baby always pleasant, small things bring big smile on her face, like a simple kiss, a small toy, even a smile. How I wish I could be like her happy and contented with the small gifts life has got to offer. But now I guess I am so blessed. I have my sweety pie. Bringing her up is the greatest challenge. Like a tiny sapling is nurtured into a beautiful plant, like a pearl in an oyster is turned into a beautiful jewel, I have to bring her up and she will eventually bloom into a beautiful person inside and out. This responsibility I will never fail. She keeps reminding that she trusts in me more than anyone else.

You ,Me and the Rain

When the raindrops fall,on the athirst soil

When the raindrops fall, drenching the swaying trees

I miss you love,Miss you in this rain

I miss you love,miss you in this dark and frightening dusk

Wish I could be a rain drop, and fall in your palms

Wish you could hold me until I evanesce in your soul

Wish I could soothe your burning soul

Like a tiny dewdrop in a flower

When the rain falls with mighty fury

Thunder and lightning frightening me all the more

Wish you were here to hold my trembling hands

I can see you and me in my mind’s eye

So happy, so contented

Drenched in the drizzle, smiling with eyes

The love in your eyes was so true and real

How I miss those old lovely days

I don’t know how our ways diverged

Time and fate took you farther and farther

I pray to the rain Gods,

That you too remember me,when you see this rain

When this rainfall which drenched me

Comes your way to splash you with memories

Wish this rainy season will bring you back

Hope this rainy season we will be together

For this rain in like a new hope

Not just for the dying weak saplings

But also for my broken dreams and love lost soul.

Butterfly

I met a little butterfly,

A sweet butterfly with emerald green wings

She spreads so much happiness

Were ever she went fluttering her tiny wings

I call her my soul sister, she is just like me

She had set her spirits free

She had found her true self

The sweet little butterfly had given me strength

When I was feeling all blue and lonely

Her bright beautiful wings, made me forget my sorrows

Her charm and charisma, lifted my spirits up

When all my dear ones betrayed me,

When everyone left me all alone

This little butterfly came to my rescue

And filled my word with bright colours

But now she has gone far away

To start life anew with her mate

She had flown away from her flock

And she is not allowed to come back

She is not allowed to enter this terrain

As she had flown too far leaving her clan

She had flown away with the love of her life

With her flew my strength too

Could I ever fill the vacuum she left

My sweet butterfly, my sweet friend,

Will you ever come to wipe my tears

Will you ever come to my empty nest

And be with me all my life.

The answers to my prayers

I Beleive in God,But like everyone i too felt that my prayers are in vain.Never got what i wished for,never got the results for my efforts. There are times when i felt hopeless,dejected, no encourageing words could motivate me.nothing would make me happy,no songs would give my solace,no books would give me peace,Not even my dreams had a happy ending.
Then one day i felt,I shouldnt wait for someone or something.....i should just live my life as it comes.....and then my life turned upside down....i almost bumped into someone....but dint realise that,this was the first page of my life's saga.
I had asked for a rose and he had given me a bouquet.I had asked for a drop of love,he had given me an ocean of love.....Dont know when i started loving him,the day we met...or after few chats,or knowing how much he cared.....i dont know,I knew i was in love,when i started missing him....then time flied away like an arrow....now i know we'l be forever together. Now i am waiting for the day....when i will be holding his hand and smiling, saying in my heart...my prayers are at last answered....I am on cloud nine....and i want to tell you all....God knows what is best for us. no matter how much we complain and cry....the right thing happen at the right time....and life isnt as bad as we think it is...Life is great .a l'il ray of hope...a l'il patience....and one day youwill find you distiny.

chasing the shadow of love

when i close my eyes,
your thoughts keep coming back to my mind
when i see your sweet smile,
i feel my sorrows melt away.
when you say you will be there,
the shadows of lonliness fade away
when i look into ur bright eyes,
i am afraid i would fall in love again.
i want to belive, every word you say
even whn i know they are'nt true
i want to belive your eyes speaks the truth
but i know its just a dream.
when you say i am the only one
why i feel i am in fool's paradise
still i like to remain in this trance
being in love with a shadow,thats you.

My Soulmate

I am not mesmerised by your sweet face,
I am not charmed by your kind words,
But i hav found happiness in you.
I have found my soulmate in you.Tthousands may be worshiping you
,hundreds may be in love with you,
All i have to offer you is my life
And a promise,I would be your's forever.
Many a time i have loved and lost,
But this time i wont take a chance
I know my worls is a little weird,
But there is always a space for you
I know your mind is still confused,
But let me be your shadow for the rest of our lives.
Let me be the reason for your smile,
Let me be the spark in your eyes,
Guide me through the path of love,
As you had promised me.
Let me be reincarnated in your love,
To be your soulmate
Let me be the only one,
Let me be your love.